Bready’s Blog

i just don’t want to yet. i’m not ready.

I’m on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain’t always gonna be gold
I’ll be fine once I get it, I’ll be good.

Tell me what you know about dreamin’ dreamin’
you don’t really know about nothin’ nothin’
tell me what you know about them night terrors every night
5 am, cold sweats wakin’ up to the skies
tell me what you know about dreams, dreams
tell me what you know about night terrors, nothin’
you don’t really care about the trials of tomorrow
rather lay awake in a bed full of sorrow

On going list of places to try go to/try this year.

The Lime - 2247 Market - Brunch
Ikes Place - 3506 16th St

brings new things, new beginnings and new experiences.

reality strikes and im coming to terms.

but one question still remains, do people really need to change just for the new year? oh, you were just so different yesterday they’ll say.

Whatever tomorrow brings.

One day…
This will be my world
(I told you so)
This will be my world
(I told you so)
This will be my world
(I told you so)
This will be my world

If i haven’t mentioned this yet, we are all placed here to fulfill our own destinies. We do whatever we have to get there, a place of happiness. Take whatever road you need, as long as you get there. I’m not gonna go on sounding like the world rests on my shoulders and everybody owes me something, because they don’t.

But then I ask, Where did I go wrong?

for high hopes, then shattering me into pieces. if i say something, i hope you dont take it the wrong way. just once

Honestly speaking, I’ve made some terrible mistakes in weeks past. There are things I totally regret and somethings I am just fine with. But I don’t care what you think anymore.

I think thats where my problems start. Thinking of others before myself. Other’s feelings, their opinions of how they view the things I do.  I need to get pass this in order to get ahead.

gone Rogue, see you when I see you.

just toss me on the roller coaster of emotions.

give me a shot of whatever shes having.

give me a reason.

Maybe i should have just disappeared after Vancouver.

Not like there is anything worth waiting around for.

Running, down this road again. Hitchhiker catches my attention with a sign,

“Sometimes, you’re just better off alone.”  With the red aarow pointing toward the sun.

And the chase continues.